sunday morning...

i can't believe that it's already the last day of april. grabe! time flies. i still have about how many months? to review for the first college admission test i'm goint to take. UP. it's not my dream school or anything. you know, every parent wants their child to go there even if it's just taking the damn test.
it's sunday. yes. i used to love sundays but now it's just and ordinary day. so, i was supposed attend mass yesterday but i failed to. i did not know why. probably i was to0 lazy to go out on a saturday night. i need to change my mass sked for ONE TREE HILL. is that bad? i mean, ipagpalit daw ba ang simbahan sa television. at least i still go to mass.
anyway, so i'm just stuck in this house of ours again. i'm going to school on may 8 to get my bo0ks.

i have a new pic.
ay nako.. tsaka ko na lang ipopost at naasar na naman ako sa pop-up blocker namen!

getting ready for something.. awesome!

wow! enrolled na ako. but i can't get the bo0ks. they need to clear first the check. o i have to return probably on may 4 or 5. then i'm going to tell anna so she can have the sweet valley bo0ks. i'm not yet done reading though.
ang panget ng bagong uniform. but i'm not going to buy the new design. my m0m said it's my last year and i won't need it anymore. [leche!] so i said i'm going to buy one. all i need is savings from the first week of classes. haha!!!

we went to national bo0kstore and we bought bo0ks for college admission thing. it looks like that i want to go to UP. but i actually don't. feel ko maganda nung sa AHEAD. my friend, zayc, said that students who have reviewed in AHEAD pass UP exams. to0 bad i won't have a review. 17,000 kasi dun e. utang na loob, ang laki na nun.

so i guess i have something to be busy about rather than reading a bo0k and helping my m0m at the store. it actually sucks.
right now i'm actually watching grey's anatomy. i only had the opportunity today. and i can't even watch properly. it's like i have a job in our store. anyhow.. i still love grey's anatomy.

i miss buying magazines. to0 bad, i'm getting po0r. in everything!!! dammit..

tuesday marathon

w0w! a lovely tuesday night i should say. NIGHT. i watched at 630 pm i've watched pbb teen edition at studio 23. then at 800 i watched pbb at primetime bida.
i watched ONE TREE HILL. grabe! i really love seasons one and three. ang gwapo ni CHAD and of course ni JAMES. the story is different and di na ako gaanong makarelate though it was fun.
then after nun, i've watched the oc ng seas0n one sa star world. i so hate oliver! bakit xa ganun? i think that's the most dangerous way of stealing one's girlfriend! wawa naman si ryan. hmp! don't worry ryan.. then seth cohen nakakatawa tlga.. with summer and anna. and luke[ he reminds me of WILL SIMMONS dahil sa hair niya and he lo0ks like a fo0tball playEr.
after nun, nanuod ako ng CSI:NY. grabe! ang talino tlga nung isa dun.. nugn bago lang sa profession. haha!! love it so much.
i just finished watching the dishes and DRY na naman hands ko. i'm watching charmed right now and i'm going to watch the o.c. again and then pbb uplate. i'm starting to hate that niña. i don't know.. she's kind of mataray. i can't figure her out. basta. stay away from gerald. it's not like i like him or anything.. wala lang.
okei.. it's still so go0d to be back in the blogging business in here. i will fix it pa. i don't know how to tag and everything. who cares.
it's the thought that counts..
:-)

being back..

wow! i'm back. i never thought that i can bring back my blog in here. sayang i made one in xanga. haha! i'll edit this one and make it beautiful.. i'll try. i have a pic na!! haha...

+ the day you said goodnight +

THE DAY YOU SAID GOODNIGHT
--hale

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road
The sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun, I'm burning in the rain
The silence;
I'm screaming, calling out your name

Pre-Chorus:
And I do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah, you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what I'll do if we say goodbye...

Chorus:
To be is all I gotta be
And all that I see
And all that I need is time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight

Verse 2:
The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known oblivion is falling down

(Repeat Pre-Chorus)

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all right
She's already taken,
She's already taken,
She's already taken me...
The day you said goodnight...

...when everything's made to be broken

haaay!! i am so frustrated right now. While i was still in the sophomore year i always imagine to delete my friendster account. Why? simply because it bothers me and get in the way of my studies. But now? okei thanx to destiny.. it all happened..
my friendster account was deleted.. or should i say "suspended". my fault. i used pictures of my favorite celebrities. Just now?? when i've been using friendster for more than a year using pictures of celebrities all the while?? nakakaasar di ba?? and u know what hurts more?? is that ako lang nung cnuspend e ang dame dameng tao na gumagamit ng copy righted pictures. Curses..

well i guess i'm experiencing KARMA.. what goes up must come down. now? what am i going to do?? create another account?? di bale na lang.. ang hirap hirap gumawa ng isang account na pinaghirapan mo ng isang taon and biglan *boom* mawawala na lang bigLa.. so mad right now.

FRIDAY, may 13 ,2005..
yeah!! bad day.. really..

is it bad that i don't have the guts to post my picture in friendster? you know why? coz i am not beautiful. its not that i don't have enough self-confidence. its just that.. The Truth Hurts.. yeah!!

whoever reported me. FINE. its alright.. thank you for making my life more miserble.. and thanks to friendster..

i'll never gonna see it again...
hopefully.. mas maka-focus na ako sa career ko lalo na malapit nang magpasukan...


**untitledsimple plan
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

+: jAnUaRy: +

Pick the MONTH that you were born in .They might understand you better.


JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive .
Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions
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MARCH:Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling.
Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.
Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see
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MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift
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JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
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SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic
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OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children
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NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
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DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

bEiNg a kapamilya

METEOR GARDEN is back!! haha!! tagal ko nang hiniling
na ibalik na ang mg coz i really miss it. Haaay! that's why
i am so happy being a kapamilya[hehe!].

....whatever

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking downWith no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

feb. 14..

haaayyy!!
i am really really tired.. i just got home from school and i read "Vince's Life" wawa nman ako.. nkatuLog..
i still need to do my cve long test ii.. yah!! i am cramming (did i get it right?) i am so happy coz i've finally understood multiplications of radicals (ang babaw)
ryt now? i am doing my cve long test ii.. haha!! and i still don't know how to do it.. waaahhh!! what a day..

yaahhh.. w0w.. i 4goT today is valentines' day..
kaia happy valentines' day sa lahat..


coz i.. i know i can never be enough to replace your whatever.. "neon"

there it goes again.. i am getting addicted to this band "Spongecola"

hahah!!

anu pa ba??
i wish i am good in literature..
kaasar! di ako mgaleng dun.. sad to say..

anyweiz.. i miss voLLeyball.. so0o0obraa!! asar nga kninang pe e. ayaw man lang magpahiram ng volleyball.. asar talaga..


i wish i had a "what a girl wants" dvd!! hehe!! cge aayusin ko na requirements ko....

yaaahhhh!!!! nababaliw na ako.....

i wish i was friendlier.. wala lang..

ÜÜÜÜÜ




let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of life...

>>>gemini!!

... i need to know...""""""

its saturday

haaayyy!! its saturday.. grabe inaatake n nman ako ng katamaran.. kasi tapos na nung social studies na project na talagang iniyakan ko pa.. buti na alng tapos na kahit may mga probLema pa dun.. sana nga lang di i-reject ang sungit pa man din ng teacher na un.. nag-absent pa ako pra lang dun.. na miss ko 2loy nung biolab ko dahil dun..
any weiz.. wala akong mgawa.. pero dpat mdami akong gagawin.. di ko ba alam.. prang narerelax ako kahit hNd dapat..

asar talaga.. bagsak ako sa math seatwork.. 5/20 o0.. ang bobo ko noh??
puro skuL ba ang topic?? wala lang.. wala akong matype e..
haaaaYyyyyy..
nung spongecola nga 5x ko na ata napakinngan e.. naaddik 2loi ako dun!! e2 nga nung isang song e..
Your smile is gently freezingThe snow throws it awayYou're the laughter in my silenceThe calm that keeps me awakeGreen towel is soft spokenWith thoughts you never knewThe lies and empty promisesI blew them all in hue
How does it feelHow is it that i can't feelCoz i, i need to knowCoz i, i know i can never be enoughTo replace your whateverAnd i, i think it's shiny and blueLike a dance that's see-throughCoz i, i know i can never be enoughTo replace your whateverNow everything is silentAnd everything is still without you near
Everything about youThe world was something newAnd i was left there in the open,Just to be with youBut everytime i see the shelterAnd everytime i walk awayYou're the laughter in my silenceThe cold that fuels my day
How does it feelHow is it that i can't feelCoz i, i need to know Coz i, i know i can never be enoughTo replace your whateverAnd i, i think it's shiny and blueLike a dance that's see-throughCoz i, i know i can never be enoughTo replace your whateverNow everything is silentAnd everything is still without you near
And everytime i see you passing byI'll just stay here waiting for youAnd i will talk to myselfon a lazy Sunday afternoonAnd i'll still sing that prayer for youI'll be a little bit kind enough for mewhile i try to be perfectI'll see that and nothing can compareto whatever lies out thereThere's no one here...There's no one here...

haha.. mganda ba?? wala lang