Saturday, September 4, 2010

OH, I'M EVERYWHERE.

Sobrang sabog, sobrang kalat.

Anyway, this week has been very, indescribable for me. So let me divide this entry.

MONDAY
We went to Tagaytay to visit the Pink Sisters. I am totally out of myself and maybe that may have done some damage to the petitions I've written. Considering that I wasn't able to pray well and I wasn't able to put the most important thing in the envelope. Well, not the most important thing. What was I thinking again? Oh wait, who was I thinking again? I was literally floating all over the place because I don't even know what I'm doing. It's like my soul has been stolen and I'm everywhere.

TUESDAY
First exam. I realized that I was studying something that's not in the syllabus. Very stupid idea. I don't know if I did make it but I'm still putting my palms together. Gosh, I don't know anymore.

WEDNESDAY
Another exam. It was supposed to be easy if only I did take the studying really really really seriously. I guessed I assumed a lot of things which was really really bad for my case. I don't even want to know anymore. Gahhdd, why did I sleep the precious night, again?

THURSDAY
WOW. I wasn't expecting how bad this day was. My quizzes in CONTSIG were making it but apparently my ELETRO1 quizzes aren't! But I was really confident that one of those quizzes will make it but apparently none of it did! I was so upset and even more upset when I realized how much I was hanging on to a thread! Oh,please, God, oh please.

I don't understand but I trust HIM.

And one of the events this week is that my good friend slash best friend Ydette has a DENGUE and she's been suffering from it. I want to go to Batangas and see her and tell her that God would fight that battle for her. She's always been good to everyone and she's very close to God. Why, oh ,why.


I don't understand but I trust HIM.

So there, I just thought I needed to spill those things because it has been driving me insane lately.

Gosh.

:|ayeenatienza

3 comments:

kirsten @ studs and pearls said...

I read the first line and understood it, and was like ah I have to comment! I'm Filipino :) Born and raised in New York but my parents are from the Philippines. I've been to Tagaytay before. Thanks for following S&P xo

Ayeen said...

@Kirsten:
Hi! I kind of have this feeling that you are a Filipino when I saw you on your blog. BTW, your blog is so awesome that I just have to follow! Very creative and I even promoted it to my friend and I told her that we should have this business where we make the accessories. You are such an inspiration! :)

kirsten @ studs and pearls said...

That's so great to hear!!! Definitely go for it, it's a lot of work but a LOT of fun :) Totally worth it. Let me know if you ever need any help or tips on anything. And thank you for the kind words :)