Tuesday, August 15, 2006

been infected by a virus...

not do i only have complicated relationship with numbers but i also do have complications with my whole senior year class. i hate this lazy-attitude of mine. many things have been ruined in my senior year and i'm hating it a lot. i need to be more serious and i got to forget other stuffs and other people/ PERSON(?). :-) . so it might sound dumb but i want to have a


again. since i'm really having a hard time these days and my first quarter have been greatly affected. got to focus more.. more and more. cause i live in a world of grade-concious and high-grades people. so i better be one?? and since the next three quarters would give me a lot more HARDER lessons, MORE projects and a lot more PRESSURE. t. i should start handling pressure properly. just pray that i won't cry.. :-) i would do my best no to check my friendster to0. cause someone... isn't changing anything. so there.

and i don't think something awesome or go0d would happen to me for the next few days since it would be the giving of grades and everyone knows that i did not do so0o0o go0o0d or better in there. so much for being me.


till here.

next tym would be... I HAVE NO IDEA.

"lost in a crowd where i feel i don't belong..."b> -ayeenatienza
anneyong seo.. :-)

Monday, August 14, 2006

three days in silence??

we just had our retreat for the past three days. it was fun and sort of frustrating and irritating at the same time. it's fun because we had a little bonding in our ro0ms kasi mejo pwede lang naman magingay and magkwentuhan kahit malakas. haha. frustrating kasi napaka "pathetic" ng retreat letter ng !p!ah and some people are so0o.. biased. :-). and it came to the point na parang wala akong natutunan. kasi it's about Jesus di ba? and what they're saying is a fact i've already known for several years. they just kind of elaborated it. but still, it's just the same. the fo0d was go0d. ayus naman siya. wala nga lang appetizer and dessert. :-). then nung mga sessions ang dameng natulog kasi ba naman pagod na pagod pa kame from the past few weeks of hectic sked. there's UPCAT, then quarter exams then they still ask us to make a write up and we still need to do a lot of retreat letters since it's the last year. di ba napaka unfair naman nun? kaya nung pauwi na parang wala ng gana na manggulo sa bus.. hmp!
nung SUPERFRIEND lng na term natutunan ko. pero alam ko na yun kasi nababasa ko siya sa school paper dati. dun pala galing un. nyeh! ang sama ko ba? kasi medyo i've learned nothing? pero kahit papaano naman meron. ang babait ng auxies.. haha! kaya nga nung iba they also wanted to an auxilary. then us, jahgonal bonded. inaapi namin si LEA DOMAGAS. hehe! lagi na lang si lea.. nung mga ganun type. pero seriously, totoo naman nung mga pinagsasabi namin. LEA, if you're reading this. alam mo namang totoo un di ba?? hehe!
well, i still have a lot of things to do. our teachers are so oblivious to the fact that we are so tired that they give us LOADS of assignments. so much for being physci.

GOD, i am so nervous with my test. being careless lately. and i still wish that i still have God's mercy..

so till here. thanks for those people who gave me retreat letters esp. the unexpected ones. and for those people who promised that they will give me one and i've received nothing from them. and for those people whom i expect a sensible retreat letter gave me a pathetic one. yes.. you know who you are cause you, yourself said that what you gave was pathetic.. anyhow, i still appreciate it.
thank you guys, seriously. gamsa hamnida.

ehem. expect a better treatment from me. do you get it?? it's meant to be sarcastic. :-)

Thursday, August 10, 2006

when you lose something you can't replace...

i just spent 300 + pesos today.
i bought a white belt and some kikay things. actually it's not kikay things.. they are toiletries. haha!

it's already 730 and i'm really in a hurry. i still have a lot of things to do. and needs to be done.

- my article for our club assignment
- write ups for my friends ( valle asked me to do his.. so flattered! hehe)
- retreat letters for everyone..