Monday, July 31, 2006

i'm insane...

okei. last friday we went to see ASIMO. the humanoid robot.
so i'm not in the mo0d right now because i think i have a complicated relationship with NUMBERS.

so for the next days i might be busy studying for my quarter tests and upcoming UPCAT. but i will still update my friendster account.

that's it for now i'll have

BLOG ABSENCE

i can't think of any other word for leave. :-)
for the meantime.

not unless something uber go0d happens in my life like bumping into lee dong wo0k. :-)

CIAO!!

Friday, July 28, 2006

shock

last day of long test today. [july 27]. it's queenie's birthday. haha.

so let's start. first, we were shocked with our physics long test. the first page was all about terminologies and we did not study about that. then we said to our proctor that it wasn't our test because it was written above "medical science, business and entreneurship, arts and letters". there was no" enginnering and architecture. so she went downstairs. as in so0obrang bagal.
then she said. "it's the only test for all the fourth year". and parang kame. "ano?? di ko to' alam".
pero sana naman tama nung mga sagot ko!!

pati sa anageom. sabi ni sir saria. "wala na nung mga median and altitude ek-ek. tapos lumabas kaya yun for 5 points eache pa.. e ilang items un?? 4. e di 20 points. pang-aasaaar!

then i went to go0d shepherd bazaar. kaso sarado pa nung stall na pupuntahan ko. so pumunta ako kina angelica.
andun sina rachel,lea,angelica , inigo,jr, mike and charles. kaso umalis agad si charles nung natalo na sa poker nila. then we had "UBE" and girl talk and may bago akong natutunan.
the term "backstab" are for friends only. and pag other person na, it's called "panlalait". haha!
then lumabas na kaming girls. then nagpicture. then we decided to play patintero!!
haha!!
madaya nung BOYS. ang hahaba ng arms!! tapos parang ewan pa kumilos. nung sa basketbol. haha!! okei lang close fight naman e. wahaha.. gusto ko pa sana i-expand nung story kaso tinatamad na ako ang it's almost 1 am and ka-chat ko pa tong inigo na so0brang tagal magreply kaso tumatakas sa ate niya.
anyhow, napapalit ko na nung my girl na cd.
kaso sira pa rin.

POINT i've learned
.. kasi nga pinikot!

:-)

we're going to makati tomorrow for the HONDA thing.
ROBOTS!!!
:-)

Saturday, July 22, 2006

thoughts in my head, they come and go.

today:
i've watched lee dong wook at wowowee. nilalandi nila mariel at janelle si lee dong wook. he's a shy guy pa man din.

mariel: what qualities do you like in a girl
lee dong wook:[with the help of interpreter of course!] smart and wise.
janelle: what is your ideal girl
willie: yun na nga yun e!

haha! katawa. and the usual, lee dong wook said "mahal ko kayo". "kapamilya". haha! may sinabi pa siya e. di ko lang naintindihan nun iba. aww.. uwi na kaya siya? after nun nanuod ako ng my girl. haha! addik. infairness, wala xang girlfriend. :-)

LONGTEST:
hindi pa ako nag-aaral.

COURSE:
i still don't know what i'm going to take. but i've put in my application forms "electrical and communications engineering". labo ko tlga.
my mom asked me the other day. "kaya mo kaya". then my brother interrupted and asked "yun ba talaga nung gusto niya."i really don't know what i like. engineering is ideal. and i'm sick of ideal. i want to take something i really really want. dapat kasi accounting or something about business but my friend said "iba na kasi ngayon e, computers na nung gumagawa ng accounting, so hinde na sila naghihire". e di ba engineering ang bumubuo sa computers?? ahhhh!!
damn it. what if i won't pass. sabi pa man din ng kuya ko. "sa real world hindi importante kung matalino ka ang importante madaming kang alam sa nangyayari. kumabaga, madaming kang kakilala at madami ang may gusto sa ugali mo". gago tlga un. kung anu2 pinagsasabi sa akin. pero honestly, just thinking about the future drives me insane. what if hindi ko magawa nung best ko sa career na tatahakin ko kasi walang passion? e di ba importante un? natutunan ko sa sitwasyon na ito: mahirap maging asa gitna. aka. no enough resources.


AKO BA?
i'll share a bit of my private life.
what if kausap mo nung girl na may gusto rin sa crush mo. pero hindi niya alam na may gusto ka rin sa crush niya. pero siya so0oper open. as in lahat kinukwento niya. tapos kapag nagkkwento siya, parang nagppretend ka na hindi mo alam or something. bsta, tapos you dig for more info about sa guy ng dahan-dahan. HYPOCRACY ba yun? kasalanan ko ba kung hindi ako nagsspread ng sikreto ko! haha.. yun lang.

NANG DUMATING SIYA:
lahat nagbago nung na-addik ako sa MY GIRL. kala nio tao noh? i mean, parang i became a joyous person. kasi dati di ba parang suicidal ako na galit sa buhay. tapos nung naaddik ako sa my girl, parang nagbago lahat. ikaw nga sa my "i wake up each day feeling alright". tapos bumawas nung pagiging irritated ko. tapos i look forward to going home. haha! mababaw pero totoo.. at least nung hobby ko nakakapagpabago ng buhay. haha!

sige. aral pa ako. hindi pa ako nagpapakenerd lately.

"here i am alone starting to realize, that my days would be brighter if i could learn to hide these feelings i have for you keep hurting me inside"
> hindi naman exactly ganyan.

Friday, July 21, 2006

starting over.

nagawa ko na tong entry na to kanina e. kaso biglang nagkaroon ng error.
so here it goes again.
we watched the presentation of the juniors. kasi we still need to perform as intermission number kasi nga we won 3rd place. third place din nung physci ng juniors. di na kame umaasenso, lagi na lang kame 3rd! haha. anyhow. 31 ba nung nanalo? nung section ni miss cancino. kung un nung nanalo. congratulations miss!!
grabe nung klasmeits ko. nagwala sa stage. ha! ha ! ha! sila. haha..

anyhow. have you seen lee dong wook? grabe, he's already here in manila. asa abscbn nga xa kanina e. he's single. [sabi niya]. grabe! i thought he's not going to look good kasi napanood ko sa youtube di matino nung itsura niya e. pero i was stunned! grabe. ang ayus ng itsura niya!! waaahh.. i want to see him in person. could someone take me to him? puh-leaze. i invited ara. sabi ko sa kaniya na punta kame ng wowowee kasi gusto niya sumali sa bigaten. tapos sabi ko. baka madaming tao dun, tapos biglang magka-stampede uli. sabi ni ara wag na lang daw kame pumunta.. haha. pero joke lang naman nung invitation ko sa kaniya.

REMINDERS to self:
get principal's recommendation from @ registrar.
get recommendation letter @ ms. magnco.
get UP map from dea.
study for long test two. ( for those people na hindi pa alam. pinagpalit na ang p.a. ang electives). buti wala kameng p.a. test. :-)
watch wowowee.
haha.
asa.

di na aasenso?

we watched the sabayang pagbigkas of the juniors. andun kami kasi we still need to perform as intermission number. dapat nga sa gitna kame e. kaso sa ending na kami nilagay. grabe, nagwala nung mga klasmeits ko. as inm nilagyan na nila ng "ha! ha! ha! ha!". kasi nga we won third place kaya kami andun.
then nung sa juniors. 3rd place din nung physci. sabi naman. "hala di na taio aasenso". in fairness ang galing ng physci. kung kame un, we never could have make it.

anyhow. have you seen lee dong wook sa news? grabe!! long hair na xa and he looks different from what i have expected. akala ko sabog nung itsura niya. pero shiet! ang gwapo niya!! waaahhh.. i really want to see him.. doiii!! could someone take me to him?? puh-leaze. i'm going to watch w0w0wee tomorrow. kasi andun xa. nagpasama nga ako kay ara as a joke e. sabi niya "sige, gusto ko sumali sa bigaten". parang ako. "whatever ara!"..

haha..

REMINDERS to self:
get principal's recommendation from the registrar.
get recommendation form from miss mangco.
get UP map from dea.
study for long test # 2.
buy pencil.
watch wowowee..

haha.
asa!


Thursday, July 20, 2006

unexpected but we're happy..

3rd place
we won third place in our DASAYAWIT. it was totally unexpected. pero malaki nung improvement namen from the practices. good thing GOD brought us the ORGAN! haha. the organ united our used to be sabog voices. the FOG! ang kapal ng fog. pero the show must go on kaia dirediretso lang. so wala kameng CAT tomorrow kasi mag iintermission pa kame for the juniors. asteg. then next week wala din kameng CAT kase we're going at this exhibit thing.
our prize was pillows. as in the oishi pillows. grabe! siguro may charm nung shirt na hiniram ko kay dea. kasi nawalan na talaga kame ng pag-asa. pa-picture picture na nga lang kame nun e then bigla kame nanalo ng 3rd. as in so0obraang grateful. so we're gonna get reviewers from zayc and ililibre daw kame ni DARWIN ng jungle juice. whoa!! grabe. tamang-tama nung mga predictions ni rabadan. kasi una he said [pa-joke] to dea na hanggang 6 pm pa daw yun. then biglang hnggang 6 pm nga. then sinabi niya [pa-joke na pinagpipilitan] na nung mga mananalo is 44, 40 then 42 daw. so kelangan daw kasi POSITIVE thinking. and we won 3rd!! ang galeng..

salamat sa lahat ng physci 42! ang galing nio people!! even if it's third, feel ko winner tlga taio.

congratualtions to section 44 and 40.
and sa lahat ng fourth year. ang galing natin.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

making our name...

whew! tomorrow's the dasayawit. i am so nervous. what if i make a mistake.. no0o0. good thing is the this year i'm already on the third row unlike last year i was in front.
if there's one thing i hate about people is those people who are not only hypocrites but also bias people. not really hate. irritated? i don't know. they are those people who make my blood boil to the highest point. pang asar.

section 42 is making its name. a noisy-passive-grade concious- students. all of our teachers were already complaining about our behavior. imagine? they are declining OUR grades. [sign of being grade concious]. but i think it's unfair. we've been together for 1 year and i think were a lot more noisier last year. and the teachers are already getting irritated by us? whoa? but at some point, i can't blame them. sadly.

tinamaan ako sa discussion sa english. we were talking about forgiveness and blah-blah. nako. tinamaan na naman ako. haha! anyhow.it's go0d that i learn something else inside the classroom. i'm starting to like greek mythology! :-). but there are a lot of things i still need to know.

gosh. we suck at dancing.

i'm planning to write a poem slash story for our club. sadly, i'm a one hell of a frustrated writer. hmp!. but who knows? i might as well learn something besides sucking at english.

i failed on my plan. of course i won't tell you the plan. :-)
_________________________________________________________________
DASAYAWIT SONG:
stronger than
oh Lord, you have shown your favor
your every word stands true
i'm found safe within your harbor
anchored deep in you
you washed away my tears
gave me joy and freedom
lifting me through the years
your love is stronger than
the sound of heaven's praises
higher than the lofty mountain peaks
deeper than the deepest ocean valleys
strong enough for me.
_______________________________________________________________

i have finished my long test two in practical arts. thanks to nicole for helping me.

i really suck.

maybe next time i should write with a purpose.

still proud to be PHYSCI.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

desperate

lee dong wook's coming this weekend. waaah! someone take me to him!! puh-leeez!. i don't know if it's a joke. he's going to appear at wowowee. he's there. i wonder at what day he's going to arrive. urgh!! i really want to see him. it might seem shallow. but i really do! i've never been this addicted before. i swear.



*picture courtesy of sbs.co.kr and pinoy exchange

Lee Dong-Wook
Gender: Male
Date of Birth: November 06, 1981 [he's young!! haha!]
Occupation: Actor
Country: South Korea

anyhow. i still need to do my homeworks. whoa! it's already 8pm. and i'm still in my school uniform. kamusta naman yun.

so till here. i'll eat my dinner.
it took me 3 hrs in fromnt of this computer.
i still need to arrange my application forms.
i just hope everyone says yes.

before i forget. i want to learn korean!. my mom said that i should just buy dictionary. seriously, i really want to learn. could someone help me?
i got my permit from UP. my test is on august 5, saturday, 1230 pm. and i need to wake up by 8?? SCHOOL of ECONOMICS.
haha!!

so. i'm lost.
:-)


pahabol:
ang labo ng mga tao. hehe.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

would you still be here?

title: my busmates were talking about the gradball and thinking who their dates would be. wala lang. may naisip lang ako. then yan nung tanong na lumabas.

my week :

wednesday:
nothing much.nasuspend lang then i've watched WONDERFUL life at ara's place.

thursday:
NO CLASSES.i've watched MY GIRL all day together with my brother.

FRIDAY:
i thought there were no classes. hmp! CAT day. good thing the field was wet. haha. tapos tumambay kame sa lounge. then sabi ni inigo punta daw kame tagaytay dapat kung walang pasok nung araw na ito. asa pa! preapare daw ng 900. discounted na yun. sige. magpprepare ako ng 900 para sa sem break. :-)

SATURDAY:
nasira na naman ang sked ko. i am so pissed off pa man din pag ganun.
i went to good sheperd bazaar ng mga bandang 530pm. sinamahan ko si anna. then we went to watsons. then dinalaw namin si angelica kasi bday niya. and inabot namen nung gift. then kumain kame. then umalis na kasi magsisimba sina angelica e. mga 715 na siguro ako nakauwi. nakakatawa pa nga si anna e. tinuro niya nung conti's tapos sabi niya "iyan ba nung conti's?" hello anna! obvious ba. then nung pusa inaaway niya. pati nga nung bahay e inaalam nung address kasi napakaunusual nung place ng bahay.. actually lahat ngttnong kung anu nung address ng bahay..
weird.
so yun lang. grabe, i'm all alone again and i'm suppose to study right now.
hindi pa ako nagpapakanerd lately e..

siya nga pala. sabi sa abscbn si lee dong wook [julian seol of my girl] pupunta daw here in manila. GOD! could someone take me there!! pleaaaseeee..
i really love that guy. esp. pag kasama niya si lee da hae. i love them! haha...
i'm watching at youtube.

till here.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

i wanted to say happy --- ...

today's july eleven. we had practice in cve dasayawit. i woke up late. the assembly was supposed to be 8 am. i woke up 7:20 am. so i'm already late. so umalis ako dito sa bahay ng 8 am.haha. i think i arrived there at 820. pero di na ako umabot sa school mismo kasi nakasalubong ko si angelica. so dapat sa clubhouse na kame ng alabang hills. kaso lang 350 daw per hour. asus! as if naman magbabayad nung mga kklase ko. so, sa bahay na lang kame ni joseph. grabe! asteg nung house nila. asteg. may pool house sa likod. dun kame nagpractice and nag picture taking. haha! we had FREE lunch. ang babait ng mga parents na andun e. tsaka relatives ni joseph.

then after the practice, we went to alabangwn center. we watched lovewrecked. walang espesyal dun sa story. gwapos lang si jonathan benett [ryan howell]. haha! then si amanda bynes pumayat. haha! ayus lang nung story. funny na ewan pero nothing special. so si rachel kelangan ng umuwi. then nag 50th avenue kame. kame nila zayc, angelica, anna. then pumunta kame ng starbucks kasi dun magaantay ng ride si zayc. then kung anu2 nung pinagkkwentuhan namin. nung mga initials. hahah! nakakatawa nung pi eh. haha!
tapos since 6pm pa kame makakauwi ni angelica, kung saan2 pa kame napadpad. pero ayus lang.

then kinuwento ko sa kanila nung "okay ka lang" story. haha!. tapos umalis na kame ni angelica. pumunta akong ruins. bumili ako ng cd ng kuya ko. tapos ipapapalit ko dapat nung my girl kaso wala pa daw. tapos naghanap ako ng slippers or belt.
kaso tinamad na akong maghanap ng mura e. kaya umalis na ako.

sorry nagmamadali ako e..

Sunday, July 9, 2006

soaring...

what a week. sorry one week akong di nakainternet kasi wala kameng dialtone e. kanina lang inayos ng pldt. anyhow. ikkwento ko na lang.

monday:
i can't remember anything special. ll i know is i was so excited to go home to watch the series my girl.

tuesday:
we had practice of dasayawit. weh! sakit ng paa ko nyan. and of course i've watched my girl to prevent me from sleeping. too bad, nakatulog pa rin ako. haha!

wednesday:
i think this was the day when the advance pre test thing was given. GOD, i suck at it. hmp! i did not watch my girl cause i think my dad was watching pba. it was annual honors convocation. congratulate myself! haha!. grabe nga nung palakpakan e. then we did not have english. buti na lang. pinapagawa kasi kame ng letter e. e di ko pa nagawa kasi nga i overslept the day before.then we still had practice for dasayawit.

thursday:
MASS. scary , sumabog nung generator{yata} ng bene. grabe pa man din kasi malapit lang sa simabahan un. tapos nawalan ng aircon and ilaw sa chapel. tapos ang init init daw. buti na lang quiet kame kaya.. un.then still, wala pa rin english. haha!!

FRIDAY:
INTEG day. i think yun nung pinakamasayang integ. grabe! haha. nakikikanta pa kame. pero dapat nanalo nung STAR WARS. ang galing galing kaya. then nung marshall nanghuhuli. tapos kame deadma lang para di obvious tsaka para di mahuli. grabe! nakawhite shoes kaya ako tsaka walang hikaw. sir caballero tlga. then pumunta ako sa club ng aces. nagpasama ako kina dea at lea. then nagplay ako ng darts. [!p!ah kasi nung may bantay dun e]. so nung una nahihiya pa ako kasi ang lalakas nila mang-asar. then nung second try ko na. grabe ang dame kong tinamaan. I'M a HUSTLER. sabi pa nga ni inigo BANNED na daw ako kasi naluluge daw sila. hahaha! excuse me! 45 pesos kaya nung nagastos ko dun. kasi nilibre ko pa sila lea e.haha!! ang saya-saya. then we had our practice, uli. tapos hindi ako sumabay sa bus kasi daan pa akong good shepherd bazaar. e wala pa pala nung cd na ipapapalit ko. kaya nung saturday na lang daw.
then i arrived home. we watched basketball. CHUNKY GIANTS!! ang galeng ni richard yee! yihee.. [muling ibalik ang tamis ng pag-ibig...].joke lang. tapos un.. anu pa ba ginawa ko?

SATURDAY:
wala. i was suppose to study but my mom left me alone and i had to watch for the store. dammit. kaya until now hindi pa ako nakakapag-aral dahil ako lang na naman ang taga bantay and my brother is in the meeting. so nung sabado, i've watched let's go. grabe tlga as in parang nons-stop. nung junghwa-tae wu- jinie triangle. parang bangs-norman-charee. too bad pa rin, mas maganda ang nonstop! bwahahaha... then inutusan ko kuya ko pumunta ng ruins para bilhan ako ng she's the man at high school musical [yes i was frustrated!]. then pinapalit ko na nung cd. un pala sa tuesday na lang daw. so since punta akong alabang hills clubhouse sa tuesday for the practice, ewan ko na lang kung nakakadaan pa ako dun! kasi we're suppose to watch lovewrecked din e. AMANDA BYNES!!! haha.. andun din si jonathan benett. so gotta watch!

so now, i should be busy doing homeworks. for nth f-ing time, wala na naman akong nagawa. since 430 na. malapit na akong magsimba, so prabably ipahihinga ko na lang eyes ko. hmp!
i've watched she's the man kahapon. DUKE! haha. and amanda was great!. then we watched hs musical minutes ago. TROY! haha..

so i guess that's it for now.
and it would probably take days uli till i log in.
it's one hell of a busy week.
kahit walang pasok sa tuesday.





hanging out with my new love and inspiration. haha! babaw![di ko alam kung nakalbas nung picture o hindi, sorry for that}