i've lost my patience on a lot of things.
like using the computer. sms-ing my friends. and waiting things to just download. sometimes i just stopped living my life cause i've already gone tired waiting.
waiting for his hand to pull me up again. waiting for his grace to fall upon me. waiting for his mercy i was hoping he'll give me.
and i think he's telling me that i should wait a little further...
..a litlle further for HIS time.
and so no mantter how torturuos this year goes. i just keep on saying to myself and to him that..
"no matter what lies ahead, let me know what i'm with you, LORD."
i'm trying to revive my faith.
faith that has been scratched by trials and challenges.
and i hope he sees. that everything i do now.
will be worth it.