why are they like that? why do always people think that the one on the honor roll are the only people who are considered "smart". actually, there are some people who seem to be very industrious, does every homework, does the project well and reads a lot but still does not get anything. and there are people who just don't care about their grades, or what their teachers think, but once they're thrown a very hard question, they manage to answer it logically and with flying colors. i wish i was the latter. intelligent. for real. the one who knows something when asked a confusing question. but i'm still the same. i can only answer the simple ones. 1+1 i guess.
why do parents always consider the child's classmate as smart if they only belong to the top 10 or the honors' society. they don't even know a thing. do they know how hard is it to study. on how our teachers punish us with difficult assignments and give us unsolvable problems with a brain of a 6teen year old? no, cause they only care on what your transcripts are. they complain when they see a line of eight. and does not care if there are achievements. i don't know. i guess it's just so unfair for people who are really intelligent, yet they are not noticed. and i envy those people. they freely do what they want. they can just play instead of doing assignments. just sleep while others are burning the late night studying. and in the end, they still ace those test. i wishh i was intelligent.
and teachers tell you that we're grade-concious. words for you: go talk to our parents and explain to them what's inportant on the god damned REAL world. yes, a world where numbers does not matter.
* my entry's a blur.. i really don't know what the hell am i thinking right now. but i had a lot of GOOD thoughts earlier but blogger was so slow so all of those were lost. damn it.*
anyhow, SENIORS won. congrats guys. amazing how other levels watch us fight like chickens in a cockpit. making us their puppets and feeding us with anger to the other batches. i'm tired of this competitive world... fighting for PRIDE? i guess. maybe i just gave up on beating someone else when i know to myself that i envy that person, because i like that person. it was just TOO hard and too full of TWISTS and TURNS to admit. that's why i got to turn my attention to other things that would keep my mind busy or else i'll be insane. anyhow. i can't say anything anymore..