i think i am really going insane.
cause i think i like this guy that's not worth liking.
you i think i am attracted to guys with issues maybe because i am covered with issues. yeah. i think.
sad. i've let my emotions run my life for the past year and i really have not done something good. and it sucks.
i kind of miss the old me. when i complain about my mediocre works. or when i am not able to follow certain skeds.
i get really really really pissed off.
man, now it's so different.
there are just some times when i just don't care at all.
and it sucks.
cause i really do want to care.
i really do NEED to care.
damn, my future worries me so much.
i think i should follow my friend's advice.
"studies muna bago boys."
haha! right. there's so plenty of time to swim in the ocean of boys..
i never wanted to be like this.
being a flirt and everything.
but i mean come on. i am NOT a flirt. :)
so i think my motto starting from now should be
"ALL WORK AND NO PLAY."
but i worry that i might miss a lot of things that are out there.
and that sucks.
missing a special event in your life.
growing up huh....