I'm a very indecisive person, well I'm a girl so basically I have the right to be one. I say my plans out loud but in my head there's a louder voice saying I'm not going to do those things that I said. It's not that I can't, I just don't want to.
Here's the thing. I believe that every time I feel like I'm alone or left behind, I always go back to something I used to do. Something that makes me happy that makes me forget that I was left behind. I just want to slap in their faces that they shouldn't be doing this to me because I am more than what they think I am. They can go ahead but I'll make sure they don't leave me behind cause I'm always prepared to haunt them down and remind them of the hurt that they have done to me.
That's how I've always been.